Dear Mother

Dear mother, I'm sorry for all of those times I fought with you. When I didn't realise the words you spoke were true. I'm sorry for when I didn't follow all of your rules. I'm sorry for getting suspended from all those schools. I'm sorry for getting into all of those fights. When I ran away and caused you sleepless nights When I hit that boy right upside the head When you found me in the bathroom almost dead I'm sorry that I have so many troubles I'm sorry that you have just as many doubled I'm sorry that I cause you so much pain Sorry that I'm driving you insane I'm sorry that I still make the same mistakes Over and over I'm skipping school anyway I'm falling asleep in the middle of class My educated is on the important list as one of the lasts I can't focus on school, work, life And I'm so tempted to pick back up the knife I'm sorry that I hurt you everyday I'm trying hard to change my horrid ways I'm sorry that I don't appreciate everything you do Just know Dear mother, that I love you